Shoehaidahh Shoeyy's

This is life .

2012-02-13T04:13:00.000-08:00

Okayyyyy , HIIIIIIIIIIII <:
hehehe . so , DUHH , today's a monday . monday blueezxcszxcss :b
so yea . well , i can say that some dudes just ruined my daily life . and
which leads to me having bad mood this morning . i hate to be sad . i
hate to be silent . i hate making people think that im not alright . i hate
making people think that im not myself . because i want people to know
me as a forever smiling kind of girl . whatever it is , im still trying . i gotta
be strong and face all this . well i have no choice . i have to . i really dont
care what he wants to do , but , the way he did it , its all wrong . its all
stupid . IDGAF if he was once my bestfriend . who cares . i was way too
silent in class today till Haziq have to say that ,
" Shoe , kau okay tak ? asal nyari kau senyap ? asal tak hyper ni ? " well ,
i really cant afford to smile at that point of time . Things was really against
me . Maybe GOD really want to show me that , he wasnt the one , he aint
gonna be the one , stop hoping , move on , and there will be someone who
will be better and will make me feel / treat me way better than he do . or even
he's trying to tell me to stop thinking bout jerky kind of guys , they dont worth
my time at all . NEVER . so , lesson learnt (: but seriously , no one could really
understand me other than haziq , afiq and my babes . they're the best . they
would really be there to listen out . but haziq , he wont entertain/ listen to some
mushy heartbreaks kind of stuff , but still , he's caring . heheheh . cute laaa .
and , i appreciate those who made me laugh during cca's . which made me totally
forgot bout' him . they're my second family . i feel so appreciated and loved by them.
well , let's concentrate on future , friends , bonding and FVCK LOVE :D hehehe .
imma strong girl. DUUUUUUUUUUUH . k , shall end now . BYEEEEEEEEE (:
muahmuah , Xoxo ♥

Stop holding on to what hurts .

2012-02-10T04:48:00.000-08:00

Haroooo *7onthechin* hehehehehehe ! :D
so yea , it's life . all of us have to go through our ups and downs . We're not so lucky to be

happy everyday . So yea , GOD gave me a challenge for me to go through . Insyallah , i

will be able to go through every challenges in a calm manner . i don't mind people hating me

for what i did , as long as i know what i did wasn't wrong at all . In this case , i really think

that i'm on the right path and i'm doing the right thing . He left so many girls hurt , hanging alone

while him , having fun with his life and looking for another one . He treats us like a rubbish bin.

He'll throw you when he don't need you but he will pick you back up when he really have no

one else to turn to . heyy buddy , we ain't your part-time friends okkk ? we are you friends .

You don't look for us only when you have no one to turn to . But dude , seriously , you wanna

get Sery back in your arms , you gotta go through me first . you gotta tell me in the face that you

hate me before you could get her back in you arms.. That is if she want to be with you , if she

doesn't , well , then too bad ! serve you right for hurting other innocent young ladies who once

willing to accept you and love you whole-heartedly . dude , have the fucking guts to admit that

you're desperate , heartbreaker and a coward . DUHHHHH :p kbyeeeeeeezbabyyyyylovesss .

muahmuah. Xoxo. ♥

True Friends aliveee ♥

2012-02-08T02:47:00.000-08:00

HARROOO (:
Seryy,Afyq,Yana,Alep<3 and not forgetting Haziq.
Yes , all of them tried to make me smile today. They tried to make me laugh .
They tried to make me forget everything . esp HaziqT (': he really tried .
He said "Aku tau kau maseh terfikirkan pasal dia . Dahlah shoe . CHILL .
by now you should know him lah. takpe , kite happyhappy k shoee " (': i was
really touched by his words. His words made me realized that , there's a lot
of guys , why waste my time to wait and love one person ? Dont ever waste
your time on the wrong guys . you might just end up regretting everything . haiz.
Even Alep,Haziq,Afyq , these guys really understands me a lot . well , idgaf lah.
malas nak layan ya know (: anws , lets break the record and stay single for the
whole year . insyallah (: common test is just nearby . i shall just do some revision
on my own . esp maths and geog and eng . OMG OMG . k lahh byebyebyebye.
muahmuah.Xoxo.♥

Frustration.

2012-02-06T03:42:00.001-08:00

HAAAARRRO (:
seeeee that pictureee above ? Irritated/Frustrated face ?
HELLYEAH. because some people just cant get enough . They wont stop talking bout
other people till they are satisfied . BULLSHITTERS. you saw me for the first time and
this is the first impression you're having bout me ? seriously, your first impression of me
was that i look like a bitch and you dont like me eventhough you dont even know me -.-
GUESS WHAT ? My first impression of you is that , YOU LIKE TO JUDGE PEOPLE
as and when you like . how bout that , women ? (: well , you wont like it when people
judge you wrongly , right ? SO , the moral of the story , dont judge people wrongly and
dont judge people BY THE FIRST IMPRESSION --'' GOSHHHH . okay , let's get on
with today's happenings.
Well , nothing much today lahh . only when i was bout to go home by 284 . i saw Hasyim.
i somehow hugged him . LOLOLOLOLOLOL . k forget that . because my actual purpose
was that , i ran to him cause wanted to hit his chest but then , he opened up his arms wide
to welcome me with a hug . HAHAHA ! awwwwwwwwwww XD bestestfriend :bb klah.
muahmuah. Xoxo ♥

Beginning of the new chapter.

2012-02-04T01:36:00.000-08:00

HAAARRRROOOOOOO ;)
Its me acting cute today :p was camwhoring before i went out of the house.
well,i totally hate gg out with dad :( somehow, imma very punctual person.
so, basically, punctuality means a lot to me. So, i prefer going appointment
with my mum. Because, we have things in common. Like, punctuality . I got
it from her i guess? HAHA . k, done with talking craps. let's go on bout my
daily life :p
I went to the hospital just now fr my daily checkup. Alhamdulilah,
after the check , x-ray and everything , my backbone is fine. Its just that i need
to do some constant swimming and sit and reach to straighten my back :b SO YEA.
and'and , since i need to prepare for my up-coming Napfa , i guess i'll be going
to GYM . To stabilized my stamina. My stamina is being a bitch to me , right now.
so yeaaa . somehow, im lazy to jog . so let's start gg to the gym :D i'll drag either
sis or hasyim to the GYM . mwehehehe. XD klaaaaa . byebye . shall update again
tomorrowwwwwz :D
muahmuah. Xoxo.